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Wendy is a very spiritual little girl. Her faith is so strong that she
has helped me through many difficult times, and I have thanked my
Heavenly Father often for her sweet spirit. I especially remember a
rewarding experience with Wendy one Christmas when she was seven.
I
have always loved Christmas—the snow, the music that fills the air, the
laughter of children. But that year was different. It seemed as if
everything I had to do was just too much bother. I didn’t want to make
Christmas cookies. I put off shopping for gifts; my heart wasn’t in it,
and everything I wanted to buy was either too expensive or they didn’t
have the right color or size. Our three children had taken turns being
ill since the end of October, ten-year-old Andy being the latest
casualty. I was depressed and tired, mentally and physically.
Wendy
had earned her own money for shopping that year, and she was really
excited on the day I took her and five-year-old Brady downtown. The
stores were crowded, and Brady wanted everything he saw and became cross
with me when I kept telling him NO. I was getting tired and upset
myself. Wendy seemed to take forever finishing her shopping, but at last
it was over and we started home.
“Mommy, can I wrap my gift for you as soon as we get home?” Wendy asked.
“No,
I don’t want the mess of wrapping all over the house today,” I
answered, a little too sharply. Through the rear-view mirror I saw her
bright blue eyes cloud with disappointment.
Once
home, Wendy gathered up her packages and went to her room to hide her
Christmas surprises. She remained quiet the rest of the day, which is
unusual for a normally happy little chatterbox. In the evening I finally
put my arms around her, feeling bad about the way I had acted all day.
Even my husband couldn’t bring me out of my dour mood, which surprised
him; I’m usually the lighthearted one. Something was missing, something
very important.
The
next morning Wendy asked again if she could wrap her gift for me. I
told her that after my housework was done she could do her wrapping, but
she had to clean up every speck of paper, ribbon, or tape when she
finished. She joined in to help me finish the housework and then went to
her room to begin her gift wrapping. The boys had done nothing but
fight all morning so I sent them to their room. The phone rang
constantly.
When
Wendy brought her gifts in and placed them under the tree, her eyes
were bright and happy once again. “I put your present under the tree,”
she said.
“That’s nice,” I replied, busy with dinner.
“It’s the most beautiful gift in the world, mommy,” she said.
“I’m sure it is, honey,” I answered.
“I wish you would open it now.”
“Not now, Wendy. You know we don’t open gifts until Christmas morning.”
Her
face again betrayed her disappointment. After dinner she sat by the
tree holding my gift in her lap. She seemed miles away. I thought, if it
means that much to her, why not open it? it won’t hurt, this once.
I went in to sit by her. “All right,” I said, “I’ll open your gift early, but just this once.” Her face lit up again.
I
took the odd-shaped package that she had wrapped so lovingly and began
to unwrap it. When the paper was off, I sat staring at it. I could feel a
lump rising in my throat and tears stinging my eyes, Her little voice
was echoing in my mind, “It’s the most beautiful gift in the world,
mommy.”
“Don’t you like it, mommy?” she asked, seeing my tears.
I held the little nativity scene she had given me in one hand and hugged her close to me with the other.
So
that was why I had been depressed. In all the hustle and bustle of the
season, I had forgotten what Christmas really means: the birth of Jesus
and his message of peace on earth, good will toward men; the coming of
the Son of God into the world to redeem mankind and extend the blessings
of eternity to all. Suddenly my heart felt lighter than it had in
weeks. Something was restored that I had lost along the way. Through
tears I managed to answer her, “This is the most beautiful gift in the world. It always will be!”
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